Day- 2

我们的7年的爱情果然是经不起考验的。曾经我以为只要我是真心的付出，就可以得到回报，原来并不是这样的。无论我怎样努力去挽留我们的感情，到后来只有我自己的一向情愿，自己的执着却换来的是眼泪和悲伤!你说我是一个很好的女孩子，你说你不能给我幸福，所以你觉得就好的解决方法就是不要再拖我的时间，要我去找一个懂得珍惜和爱我的人。什么嘛！ 根本就是你要让自己好过一点的借口罢了，何必把话说得那么好听呢?没有爱情的感情真的很令人心疼和难过。我曾经想要决心彻彻底底的离开这个男人，可是后来我的心又不听使唤，结果还是拨电给他，想起真的觉得自己很没有用。男人罢了！为什么要这么在乎一个已经不再爱自己的男人呢?我的真心真的那么贱吗?真的那么不值得令人怜惜吗? 我很想告诉你，我的幸福并不需要你的操心，因为毁掉我的幸福的人是你 T-T
我已经开始对我们的爱失去信心了，或许现在不再有我们俩的爱，只剩下我一个人对你的爱。我已经不知道什么对我们两个是最好的抉择了。。。。

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The meaning of true love Love is both pleasure and pain, joy and sorrow. It has long been held that what you can love, can hurt you, in almost equal reciprocity. The more you love, the more you can get hurt. The more you love, the more you stand to lose. Yet the point of love is not to clam up, to refrain from ever loving. Each and every person has the potential to love so deeply, so strongly, with such passion and intimacy, with romance, and to receive back the joy of that same love. The truth is, the joy of love is so much greater than joy that can be derived elsewhere. Money does not give joy. Material wealth does not give joy. It gives convenience, yet often takes away love. How many rich people seek so hard and far for love, yet never find it. Sex does not give joy, unless it is enjoyed as a part of love. Loveless sex would make one feel as empty as a broken earthernware pot. Love is given to be reciprocated, because in that reciprocity lies its joy and pleasure. If you love someone who does not love you back, you will know sorrow, sadness, perhaps anger and frustration.( Think now of how the Lord God would feel.) Yet if you love, and have that love given back, you would bask in that light, and feel the immense value of love. Yet in all the love we hold, we must never lose that child-like innocence that God granted us when we were born. Through life, we may love deeply, and often be hurt with rejection, feel sorrow and anger. But never be afraid to love, because only then can we find the one true love of a lifetime. Love is more than that. It is trust and belief, flavoured with romance and passion and intimacy, tempered with time experience and wisdom, and left to stew, ages well with time to taste of a fine bouquet that never runs dry. Yet in all my studies and years of work, I have met many who have married and settled down happy, and when alone, many will tell me of a sweetheart from long ago, when often youthful foolishness and fiery temper would lose them the one true love of a lifetime. They may have married, they may be happy, but they have lost one irreplaceable thing, true love. Hence, I beg you, don`t do anything to endanger the one thing that is priceless. Hence I wish you true love, the one thing that is priceless, yet given freely, the one thing that may be so difficult to find, yete when find will prove so bountiful, the one thing in your life which means trust and belief, delicious beyond anything else. That you will not give up before your find your true love, I wish you.

~SadGirl~