结束[The End]

我们已经结束了!

沉默

我原本觉得我们是时候要对我们的感情彻底的做出了断了
可是似乎他已经帮我做了决定，定位于我们是"好朋友"的关系
我们本来就不属于同一个世界的
只怪自己的愚蠢，被爱情冲昏了头，一次又一次的受伤
我不想对着我的你，觉得难受
我也不想对着你，感觉心痛
因为我知道我自己的心已经负荷不了这些伤害
我的心好像被刀桶了几次，伤痕累累
可是我就是无法自拔的继续爱你
爱你真的很累，很累!
是时候放手了!

~SadGirl~

谎言

说谎的确是一件很累的事情，可是他却选择了说谎，
也许他觉得酱子是对我是一件好事， 可是他从不知道他是
默默的在伤害着我
或许我不该知道的东西太多了吧，有时我在那儿独自在想
为什么 我不选择做个笨女人呢! *好笨的我啊*
他是否已经选择了向前走，选择了不再和我有任何瓜葛了呢?
放弃了我们的感情了吗?
我是真的需要放手了吗?
我为什么需要独自儿在那儿独自伤心，哭泣呢?
我从来不知道我自己可以深爱一个人那么深，
到后来把自己弄得遍体鳞伤。。。
我在等待着什么呢?

相聚的甜，离别的哀伤
只能让时间来遗忘

~SadGirl~

偶感

刚刚读了一篇小稿<偶感>，刚好讲出了我的心声:
"为何，说好要忘记他的我，今天延续思念？
为何，说要好好爱自己的心，今天不爱了呢？
为何，要拿工作麻□自己才不会伤心欲绝？
为何，心说累了，却还是会关心近况？
难道开心会被用完？"
其实快乐从来就不曾离我而去，只是我选择了伤心。
曾经觉得快乐和幸福是属于我们的，可是随着时间
的漂流，它们也慢慢的离开我了!
我需要爱，需要感动，需要感受被爱，需要。。。
更需要的是你在我身边。。。。
我真的很累了。。。 。。。

~SadGirl~

Day- 2

我们的7年的爱情果然是经不起考验的。曾经我以为只要我是真心的付出，就可以得到回报，原来并不是这样的。无论我怎样努力去挽留我们的感情，到后来只有我自己的一向情愿，自己的执着却换来的是眼泪和悲伤!你说我是一个很好的女孩子，你说你不能给我幸福，所以你觉得就好的解决方法就是不要再拖我的时间，要我去找一个懂得珍惜和爱我的人。什么嘛！ 根本就是你要让自己好过一点的借口罢了，何必把话说得那么好听呢?没有爱情的感情真的很令人心疼和难过。我曾经想要决心彻彻底底的离开这个男人，可是后来我的心又不听使唤，结果还是拨电给他，想起真的觉得自己很没有用。男人罢了！为什么要这么在乎一个已经不再爱自己的男人呢?我的真心真的那么贱吗?真的那么不值得令人怜惜吗? 我很想告诉你，我的幸福并不需要你的操心，因为毁掉我的幸福的人是你 T-T
我已经开始对我们的爱失去信心了，或许现在不再有我们俩的爱，只剩下我一个人对你的爱。我已经不知道什么对我们两个是最好的抉择了。。。。

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The meaning of true love Love is both pleasure and pain, joy and sorrow. It has long been held that what you can love, can hurt you, in almost equal reciprocity. The more you love, the more you can get hurt. The more you love, the more you stand to lose. Yet the point of love is not to clam up, to refrain from ever loving. Each and every person has the potential to love so deeply, so strongly, with such passion and intimacy, with romance, and to receive back the joy of that same love. The truth is, the joy of love is so much greater than joy that can be derived elsewhere. Money does not give joy. Material wealth does not give joy. It gives convenience, yet often takes away love. How many rich people seek so hard and far for love, yet never find it. Sex does not give joy, unless it is enjoyed as a part of love. Loveless sex would make one feel as empty as a broken earthernware pot. Love is given to be reciprocated, because in that reciprocity lies its joy and pleasure. If you love someone who does not love you back, you will know sorrow, sadness, perhaps anger and frustration.( Think now of how the Lord God would feel.) Yet if you love, and have that love given back, you would bask in that light, and feel the immense value of love. Yet in all the love we hold, we must never lose that child-like innocence that God granted us when we were born. Through life, we may love deeply, and often be hurt with rejection, feel sorrow and anger. But never be afraid to love, because only then can we find the one true love of a lifetime. Love is more than that. It is trust and belief, flavoured with romance and passion and intimacy, tempered with time experience and wisdom, and left to stew, ages well with time to taste of a fine bouquet that never runs dry. Yet in all my studies and years of work, I have met many who have married and settled down happy, and when alone, many will tell me of a sweetheart from long ago, when often youthful foolishness and fiery temper would lose them the one true love of a lifetime. They may have married, they may be happy, but they have lost one irreplaceable thing, true love. Hence, I beg you, don`t do anything to endanger the one thing that is priceless. Hence I wish you true love, the one thing that is priceless, yet given freely, the one thing that may be so difficult to find, yete when find will prove so bountiful, the one thing in your life which means trust and belief, delicious beyond anything else. That you will not give up before your find your true love, I wish you.

~SadGirl~

Day- 1

虽然我们还有联络，可是为什么我的感觉却是怪怪的。是我自己的问题吗? 我好像很害怕和他交谈，很怕再和他讲心事，好像我们的距离越离越远似的。看着他，熟悉的 脸孔却有陌生的感觉，真的令我一点都不好受。心里总觉得这个男人并不属于我的。可是偏偏又要把自己陷入这个处境，是不是很矛盾呢?我明明很明白他不可能可以和她断绝何的联系，互相交换email和sms，我却独个儿在那里心疼。明明知道他们即将会会一起去新加坡business trip，可是我却不敢去审问什么!我又有什么资格呢?我只不过是他身边其中一个puppet罢了!
我有时真的很憎恨自己，为什么我敢爱却没有那个勇气去恨他呢?爱情本来就不应该是这样的。爱本来就应该是互相信任，可是我连相信他的勇气也没有了，因为我很害怕再次被伤害的感觉，可是我何尝不是在自己欺骗自己呢，任由他一次又一次的被他伤害呢！！很笨吧!

~SadGirl~

Welcome

Welcome to all the reader who read my blog. My blog might not be interesting as other, but this is the way i can express out my true feelings... First of all, I would like to introduce a small part of myself ... ^-^

Age : 23
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